My Masculine Nature for Survival.

Words- like a striking thunder
Action. Strong movement, with confidence
-like the most feared warrior in a little girls body.
Like any warrior with a mission of freedom and revenge.
Skin- with scars, hard, non-permeable. A skin that soon developed thorns.
Character- fierce as a lion.

Time. Love. Re-Connection.
Flesh to Bone.
Heart to Spirit.
Fear to Love.
Survival to Emotion.

Darkness was no longer an inspiration but frightening.
Thorns fall like leaves in Autumn.
skin became soft.
flesh became raw and open.
Roars became cries and hopeful laughters.
what once was rigid became malleable.
Feminine Energy emerging, resurfacing like a rising moon.
awkward.
Feelings of weakness and confusion.
A core yearn to nurture, nourish, heal and create the woman and the little girl.

Abundance. Gratitude. Love.
inhabiting for the first time flesh, bone, and spirit.
Re-learning to find balance between feminine and masculine.
light and dark.
receive and give.
open and closed.

Hope For You and Me

We are connected.
a seed becomes a tree and comes into this world knowing what is meant to do in this life.
And it is.
Us, Humans, we spend our entire life trying to figure out-
our purpose, seeking for the road to happiness, working for financial freedom, fame, acceptance-
to ourselves and others, spirituality, peace......
We are so busy and so worried about this,
We miss the fact we are Connected to all Life.
To other People.
To our Environment.
Not seeing that we contribute.
We are Part, We Give and Receive Life every Second.

... keep it coming, keep it flowing... the energy is eternal when it comes from your heart!

Ego

I can't stop thinking about you.
You laugh at me.
You make my life so hard.
I dislike you- What I dislike of others, remind me of same things in myself. Oh, I dislike you so much!
A slap on the face one more time- and I can see my reflection in the mirror laughing at me, pointing fingers at me.
Feels like torture!- mortified I am. I can't sleep, I am anxious.
So many parts of myself and sense of self.... So hard to let them go.
... cause on what else do you hold on to?

Expansion and Contraction

Expansion and Contraction-
the duality of the two is what makes me so exhausted.
The need to control how much I let go, how much I show of myself...
-like an ice cube in a hot summer day that it doesn't want to melt.
How much more energy it takes to stay as an ice cube,
rather than let go and become fluid- like fluid water.

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The Universe is there, available to us
We just need to reach and embodied it.

The Power of Fear

When one opens up and is its fullest, there is no greater sense of freedom.
So what stops us? - for this should be our permanent state of being?

... the fear of being judged, not accepted, feared, hurt, not welcomed, ignored...

In fact it is our Fear the only one bringing feelings of insecurity, comfortless, and self-judgement
- NOT the freedom of being our true selves!

Breath in, and let it all Out!

When the day darkens in full summer.
Breath in and let it all out
If your dreams where crashed, if they were big and you had nowhere to put them. Breath in and let it all out.
When you feel like you are dying more than living. Breath in and let it all out.
When you feel your head is racing faster than your heart is pumping. Breath in and let it all out.
There's no secret potion, just follow your heart and leave your fears behind.