Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Pull me DOWN!

When I close my eyes I feel radiant, I feel happy- at last
When i open my eyes I feel sad- cause I'm so far away (FROM WERE I THINK I AM)

Pull me down, Pull me down- So I can feel grounded
Let me feel the pain, and let me feel the happiness
Pull me down, Pull me down- So I can finally feel GROUNDED

when I raise too high up- PULL ME DOWN!
when I fly further and further away from myself- PULL ME DOWN!
PULL ME DOWN! where my roots begin, where my roots expand.

I want to feel the soil vibrations beneath my soles rising within- upwards and outwards
I want to feel the texture with my toes, I want to feel the essence
I WANT TO TASTE IT
NOURISHING EMOTIONS, OH SUCH A CALMING SIGHT -TO BE MYSELF IN AND OUT-

And when I open my eyes I want to see.
I want to focus. on my feet. on my head. on my stand. on myself. on the world around me
and WHEN I OPEN MY EYES I WANT TO feel the soil, the energy RUNNING through me
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES I WANT TO feel nature, the energy connecting me with the universe

When I open my eyes I want to see whats inside DIFFUSING OUT
I want to feel the same, BE the same, ACT THE SAME
I want to see me, FEEL ME - BE my truth - my honest SELF

Pull me down, Pull me down- So I can feel grounded
Let me feel AND BE PROUD OF MY DARKNESS, LET ME FEEL AND BE PROUD OF MY BRIGHTNESS
Pull me down, Pull me down- So I can finally feel GROUNDED
LET ME FEEL MY FEARS. BE MY FEARS. AND OUTGROW THEM

GIVE ME STRENGTH, GIVE ME CONFIDENCE ...CAUSE I FINALLY KNOW WHO I AM
GIVE ME WISDOM, GIVE ME COURAGE ... TO BECOME WHO I FINALLY BELIEVE I AM


So I can feel that who I am is the same as my OWN perceptions


PULL ME DOWN... SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL PROUD, SO I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND BE PROUD
SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL HAPPY, SO I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND BE HAPPY
SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL GROUNDED, SO I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND BE GROUNDED
SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL WHOLE, SO I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND BE WHOLE
SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND RECOGNIZE MYSELF, SO I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND MY REFLECTION ITS MY TRUE ESSENCE