Gemini

(Part I)
Running Days:

A rushing car- a highway
your entire life in a flash
Storm and Thunder
Hot and freezing weather
people, congestion, pollution, diplomas, knowledge, recognition.... society
toxic food, lust, greed, contamination, drugs & health, science, judgment... society
running, rushing, money, quantity, more and more.... movement
and more days that feel the same
News about war, about violence, about injustice, about lies, about power- nonsense
A hurricane of thoughts, of unnamed feelings. anger, rage, frustration, sadness
dizziness, nausea, sickness, fear
... energy that builds up and get stuck in your spine, in your chest, on your throat
broken spirit~ broken wilderness/broken nature
no respect
projects, goals, desires, expectations, dreams.... more an more running... more and more movement
and more days that feel the same
a teen time that's left behind- no strength... so tired
routine, routine, routine
action, friction.... action, consequences, disaster
ideas, desires, expectations, wants & needs... action... more consequences
ideals, fears, judgment, community, society---- corruption and society
love, anger, dis equalities, discrimination, more judgement
days and more days
walking, running, galloping, wishing we could fly.... more running
heart attack, collapse on the street~ nobody cares, nobody helps
days, months, years, decades
no clues, no signs, no alines
waiting... hoping, wandering
then I stop!
where am I going?
sleep walking- numb---- pain so much pain, feeling body will explode!
so much---- so so much--- feel so much--- so so much

(Part II)
Meditating Days:

Stillness. Quietness. Peace
Time to understand: small movements inside. big chaotic movements inside.
Discovering beauty and wisdom in my surrounding. inside myself.
A soft breeze... birds singing... life blooming.... growing
nature. balance, cycle. day and night, sun and moon, winter and summer, young and old
silence, a whisper
a sunset or a sunrise
waves crushing, river running. waterfall. Water. Wisdom
Nature, aroma, sounds, colours- the cycle. Universal vibrations- Wisdom.
Creativity, Imagination, Art.... Intuition -no boundaries
.... words, wisdom, understanding, paint strokes, dancing, foot-prints. creative expression. true words. true actions. Love. Love. Love
softness and warmth
Bliss. Awareness. Illumination
Energy that flows, no corruptions. Chi.
Truth, Honesty. Understanding
My center. My surrounding. My continuation- our skin. nature. Connected.
Connection with you... Connected
Life. Love. Acceptance.
You
Me
Present... a gift of life
your life.... full of meaning
a second, a minute, an hour... treasure.
Energy that flows, no corruptions. Chi.
Truth, Honesty. Understanding
My center and my surrounding. My continuation- our skin. Connected.
Balance. Equilibrium. Nature. Cycle.
Life. Death. Life ...
Meaning.
You
Me