Understanding

As a child I never assimilate the intensity and immensity about the meaning of the word "forever". ... How could I? How could we?

Aching Heart

My heart is aching
I’m facing an infinite dust that’s covering my entire body
Time keeps ticking and I can’t keep up
I was left behind
My heart it’s anchored in the past unable to move forward
Crumbs of complaints and wonders corroding my judgment
Although my life is coloured with beautiful emotions
I heard that you might returned, so I stopped in time
Finally realizing that my heart lied twice now

Welcome to the 21st Century

And you wonder why we give up. It feels like its been winter for a long time and it seems the sun refuses to come out again. Dreams got frozen and were forgotten.
Now as a mechanism we work with no life or satisfaction. Slowly, we start loosing our voice, our music, our spirit until we loose everything that defines us as humans.
This is the society we have built all these years.

Obscured

I am obscured by my absence of love and ashamed to lie so blindly

Free

We are the only ones responsible about how our life was yesterday, is today, and will be tomorrow. that's our freedom.

Time and Reason

All this time trying to figure out
what we re suppose to do

Nobody ever told us what went wrong
Nobody ever told us what was going on
and what choices to make to have a better consequence

All this time trying to figure out
what we are supposed to do

Fighting against society that rules and conquers
molding us like bonsais, shaping our way of life
so we forget and follow the mass

All this time trying to figure out
what we re supposed to do

And we realized freedom is not against us
the only way to find it its by following our heart
there is no balance in black and white

All this time trying to figure out
what we re supposed to do
all this time the answer was in us

All this time trying to figure out
what we re supposed to do
nobody ever told me what went wrong
nobody ever told me what was going on
and I spent all night
trying to figure out what was going on
I did the best I could, the best I knew

All this time trying to figure out what we re supposed to do
nobody ever told us what went wrong
nobody ever told us
what was going on
and what choices to make to have a better consequence
a different consequence

Frozen Thoughts

Chorus:

I’ve been sitting for the last couple of days
Thinking… just thinking

Verse I:

I wish I knew how to begin
I wish I remembered that I wanted something else
I’ve lost my faith
I have no God
It’s just myself

Verse II:

I know I am a fool
I know everyone walks alone
I know crying out loud doesn’t solve anything at all when you’ve lost your voice
I know happiness and pain feels better when it’s shared

Chorus:

I’ve been sitting for the last couple of days
Thinking… just thinking

Verse III:

I know I wish too much
…too much to handle
So what to do when you are on your own and you have no one to run to
No one that will say that everything will be all right
What do you do?
That’s why

Chorus:

I’ve been sitting for the last couple of days
Thinking… just thinking

Verse IV:

I use to know what I wanted
I use to know what I need
I use to know before, better than I do now
I still know but it’s the fear that tomorrow will be worst than today

Chorus:

I’ve been sitting for the last couple of days
Thinking… just thinking
While thousands of kids are starving and living in misery
I was thinking, just thinking.

Verse V:

I wish I knew how to begin
I wish I remembered that I wanted something else
I wish I could paint every sky blue
I wish I could help me, so then I could help you
I wish somebody told me what to do next
I wish I have the courage to leave this road

Verse VI:

I know I am a fool
I know everyone walks alone
I know crying out loud doesn’t solve anything at all when you’ve lost your voice
I know happiness and pain feels better when it’s shared and sometimes when you have someone to blame.

Chorus:

I’ve been sitting for the last couple of days
Thinking… just thinking